Random.....

The lighting slowly being squashed away by the inky darkness that in case my body. Only my head stuck outside this shall of darknee.

"Whats happening to me?" I screamed but it fell on to death ears. I watched them move around me. Their slow lumbering walk. There black soulless eyes down cast. I couldn't help but wonder if they were blind. Even in my state of impending death. I still wondered about this. I tried to place my self in there shoes. Not in the same way as I use to. The heavy thump of boots filled the large room.

"It's nice to finally met you Soul Easter." I tired to turn my head to look behind me. Where the voice came from. "You know killed countless people. As you can see." The voice said as it walked along side of me. I saw a hand juster around the room.

Why didn't I notice this sooner. I gritted my teeth at my failler. Ever one in this room was someone i had take over. Lived in side to experiences there life. This could only be the work of the King Dead.

"So you come to bring me in to the fold. How are things down there King Dead?" I smiled at the thought. Knowing the King enjoyed his little games.

God...

I was thinking about god again. I haven't had the best relationship with god. I question the existent of god almost daily. I find my self in rage over things I think he should have done for me. I then get in raged at myself for being so childish. He doesn't have to do what I want. If he did what people asked for then there would be no balance. We would take him/her for granted. So the world wouldn't really work right.

I do believe in god. But I dont believe in any one religion having it right. I think god played a role in each of them. Think about it. If god didn't and we had one religion how would the world be today? I think about that. I know people have written story's about such ideas and I have come up with a few very lose stores about it myself.

I feel like I'm rambling. That I have no clear point in mind. I dont...its something I have to learn to get better at. Anyways I hope to write later

Sigh....

So I posted the day before about writing 500+ words a day. That I was going to work on making my self in to a writer and really try. I never did write 500+ words. It cross my mount around 4am but at that point. I was dead tired. I guess it was a ok reason to not write then. But what about the rest of the day? I failed myself. I have no one to blame but me. I let my self get lost in Minecraft and rift. Sure you could say i did write a little bit yesterday. I did post the blog about writing. But that couldn't been more then a 100 words. 500 words dosnt sound like a lot. But when you write it all down and look at it. its looks like a lot. Plus I want to write more story's...well I guess any type of writing is good. So maybe I will do better today.

500+ words

It's been awhile since I have really written anything. OK that's not true. A week and half ago. I did write a bit of stuff because I had something to spark my writing. But it ended not long after it started. Anyways I now plan to write every day 500+ words. Yes the number seems low but It's a start. After a while I will bump the number up to 1000+ words a day. Wish my luck on this. I can be rather lazy. Plus I procrastinate a lot. I should post all of it here but i wont. I will post a good number of the writing I hope. I still am shy about my writing because of my spell/grammar. So we will see.

Start date: Monday March 28th 2011
Goal: 500+ words a day